Capernaum (film)
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„Capernaum“ — 2018-yilda chiqarilgan Livan drama filmi.
Ota-onam ustidan arz qilmoqchiman. Men kattalar eshitishini istardim. Agar, ular oʻzlarini kattalardek tuta olishmas ekan, farzandlarni dunyoga keltirishmasin. Men bolaligim haqida nimalarni eslashim mumkin: faqat zoʻravonlik, haqorat, kaltaklashlarnimi? Zanjirlar, tayoqlar, kamarnimi?! Menga aytilgan eng shirin soʻz „ahmoq, tirrancha, daf boʻl bu yerdan, chuvrindi!“ boʻlgan. Hayot — bu katta bir chiqindixona. Uning yirtilgan kovushchalik narxi yoʻq. Men bu yerda jahannamda yashayapman. Tobora yonib, kul boʻlib, qovjirab boryapman. Agar yaxshi bola boʻlsam, qadrimga yetishar, deb oʻyladim, mehr berishar degandim. Ammo bu yerda mehr nima qilsin?! Mehr bilmas dunyo-ku bu! Tugʻilajak farzandingizni mana shu narsa kutib turibdi! Unga achinyapman. | |
I want to make a complaint against my parents. I'd want adults to listen to me. I want adults who can't raise kids not to have any. What will I remember? Violence, insults or beatings, hit with chains, pipes, or a belt? The kindest words I heard were get out son of a whore! Bug off, piece of garbage! Life is a pile of shit. Not worth more than my shoe. I live in hell here. I burn like rotting meat. Life is a bitch.I thought we'd become good people, loved by all. But God doesn't want that for us. He'd rather we be washrags for others. The child you're carrying will be like I am. |
